Monday, November 29, 2010

Saturday, November 27, 2010

I Just Love Family and Bows




If You Work Hard Towards Your Dream They Come True


Dream Work is the name and he has the ability to create you in his world, not only with his own technique of painting also the words he has written. These are just a few pieces of work he has created viewers there are more to come. I personally had the pleasure to do a collaborated with him. A written piece Vs. and A piece of art work, he makes you bring out your hidden talent and challenges your uniqueness.. Everyone knows and feel that I Eujenya is a unique person but he tested my creative ability. I passed with flying color. A person that makes you feel no less than a artist and no less than a person Dream Works is Art himself.






The Collaborations



VS
The life to live
is the life u get
when you expect
the best, you end up with regret
that makes you reflect on nothing but,
your past you try not to remember
cause when you do you surrender
December... one of the coldest months out the year
can't stop thinking of that damn September the 12 i can't remember
but i cant remember that day but it looks so familiar
so i rather not look nor complain of the non memories of what day?
but i know some day i mean some days
i think about it
but now and days i lie about it
so i keep it to my self
cause only self will let self rest and not stress of nothing less
but maybe if i have more of this nothing it can fill up and be something
while nothing fills i leak
and pour more of me into this month and day
to find out why it makes me act this way
my actions are more than words and movements
i think about it so much it leaves me clueless
now i look back and i tag my thoughts, my thoughts i think
are more then ideas or conclusions
my thoughts are you
now I'm getting nervous because the 12Th is coming
and i have a many things to do and find out that lays beneath the last look in your eyes
pass the roots of your mind i find hope
no the roots of your soulless eyes
which means your body has no life for me to look into
in search i go can you help?
look for new life
there is no life after the light that has been lit
i walk with you through darkness to light my path



Our Memories



To see beyond is a test of faith
Is it really?
What we see in front of us
May not be there in the next 15 minutes
So you savor the moment
and some moments are lost among the lost ones
Where do all the lost memories go?
Never to be found and lost in time and space
So when you find yourself at a stand still
Take the time out and enjoy the moment
Take a mental picture the feeling will last longer
This picture will soon fade
But the memory will always be ours

It's Getting Cold Out...

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Happy Birthday To My Dear Friend Pinky!!!!!


Everyone say Happy Birthday to Pinky!!!!!!

Love you :) next time you come to BK I will see you.

Oct 20, 2010 Wear Purple In memory of the recent suicides due to gay abuse


Support the movement :) I will.

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GIMME MINE

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At The Corner Tv



Video and Editing by Malik Coleman

Look out for skits more from At The Corner Tv

http://www.youtube.com/user/AtTheCornertv

I loose it

Hey Viewers I'm back.. I always tend to say what when I start to slack.
Let's start over....
Welcome to my life Eujenya style
Bows and Rockets sometimes Hearts

Monday, September 6, 2010

SNEAK PEAK OF THE COLOURFUL MONEY SHOOT



HELLO OUT THERE!!!!
SO OOPS I DID IT AGAIN LOL HERE'S A SNEAK PEAK OF A SHOOT I JUST DID WITH COLOURFUL MONEY AND ALL AROUND ARTIST DREAM WORKS.
















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It Runs In The Family

REINTRODUCING MY BROTHER MIKE PEREZ TO THE GAME.
IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY WHAT MORE CAN I SAY :)










Jenny Wu
Videographer / Photographer

Dedicated to the unknown

Why are you looking at me like that?
Like how you say?
Like that, your still doing it....
And why are you asking me am I ok?
Wait...
There is something I have to say
I am compelled by your eyes
And all I want to say to you is...
Things will be alright
And it seems by the look in your eyes
You want to believe me
So, what's holding you back?
I am not evil
Why did you snatch your hand back?
Come here, your hot....
Your demons within
Have you captive
I just cling on to you
But now I realized I have to detach
And let you grow
And realized
The way out
Is believing

Weakness

soo...
people say that when you express yourself you are letting someone in
have you let me in?
i myself express myself maybe a lil to much
sol that makes you believe that i am weaker than you are
and i cant do anything with out you
my feelings the way i express myself
is a warning of what can happen
yes i said a warning
you can take as a weakness and try to get one on me
or take as wow she really letting me in to her soul
and that's deep
what you think is my weakness
may lead you to your destruction
so beware of your
conniving moves
cause baby I'm not boo boo the fool

Racing

my mind is racing
the battle is between my thoughts and feelings
the battle as been ongoing for quite some time
no one is to say when it will be done
will it ever be over
my thoughts goes against my feelings
because my thoughts believe my feelings are making me weak
my feelings think I'm just to thinking to much and i should ride the wave
my thoughts feel if i let my feelings get the best of me
i will drown
and my feelings think that my thoughts Will just keep me a float for the sharks
so do i go with the feelings or my thoughts
the unknown
just snuck in the race
now what
what to feel what to think
now my thoughts and feeling are running faster
now has to know
joined the race
feeling thoughts unknown has to know
are all racing fighting this battle
blow for blow
and the winner is
its a three way tie
blood sweat and tears
win the race.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Blink

Blink Blink Blonk Blue Blink
I'm Blank
The facial expression
I'm that girl with the face
The face with no sound
Maybe I should let my actions
Speak for me
I havent been in action
So I haven't been speaking

She's back :) Carrington that is....




I Can't

How am I wrong for my feelings?
They are my feelings
That shit you say you, that on your new shit
Why?
Cause you've been hurt?
We all have....
The strongest say "I wont change for your flaws, your mistake your lack of love"
Why should we change for what people do?
Why be mad at the world
World cant give you shit, or take shit from you....
To blame is to cope out, to find a person or something to blame is the weak way to get out Of things.
So I cant be with a person that wants to fuck the world......

Monday, August 2, 2010

Dedications to me :)

Glowing has never felt so good looking in the mirror feeling like your sitting on top if the world and like yet your feeling so great that You want to sit even higher believing that flying is easier then getting fly, swag your second nature came to you before your abc's here I am looking in and I see why you think your Cooler than me , but yet you understand that my glow is only coming from the wonderful radiance you provide your smile adds a extra sprakle to my glow so keep it up shining on the rest but everybody cant get a tan so as I continue to glow all I ask is that you continue to shine love you smooches times a million


By: Karla Beliz



For that girl who changed her hair colour because she couldn't make up her mind & for the Woman who decided to go with red


sticky situations leave you stuck in regret
Continually stumbling on your own mistakes until there's absolutely nothing left
Everyone issues an opinion on the issues you face
But given the opportunity how many would take your place?
Who amongst your "friends" would both lift and carry your cross?
Shouldering the burden while at the same time be accepting of the loss...

To live is to struggle and fate is just a coin toss
Your appetizers are bitter sweet memories and a broken heart's the main course
Deserted during dessert now your hearts filled with despair
You were left alone to take care of the reality check on a meal you both shared
Belly full but you're starving for the attention of one
And that "ones" lack of attention has your heart beating like a drum

But, to me the percussion of your emotional pain sorta sounds like the worlds smallest violin
Cause at this stage in the game it's your own responsibility who you let in
This is deeper than beauty, not as shallow as looks, it moves forward like an arrow not back and forth like a rook
Think about it like this there's no real thought when it comes to the things you need
Food, water, clothing and some air to breathe
So why then is it so hard for you to make the decision to succeed?
Demons chase Angels and cut off their wings
The darkness will always try to engulf the light that you bring
But how we define ourself is written with in
Don't borrow anothers ink nor provide them with your pen....



It's a curious thing that when one is internally miserable, everyone else appreas to be having the time of their lives...Make a hater mad & spread love....

By: Karim Goose Spaulding

Friday, July 23, 2010

I left?????

I hate being rejected
It makes me regret things
But leaves more space for reflection.
I know life is full of rejection regrets and reflections.
And I bet next week I'll say the same shit.
But for now this is a reflection.
So I'm going to move to the next shit
Cause nothing in this world was giving to by the world
The world is my home n the world is what I have under me
So I'm standing on top of the world

Cause nothing is same unless you keep fucking with lames
And your a reflections of your friends n mate
And as you see I keep wide open circle you come and go as you please
Cause there's so much wrong of me
But you always have the choice to leave and be
Mate wat mate
Lol I mate but him I never been on a date.
So its ok if when if we lay for now
Cause I'll be gone once you close ur eyes and I'm not going to lie that I like you but I also like the color blue, red, and pink.......
But I can't wait for that sunny day
That reflect and finally say I left.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Roller coaster

Its funny how people can walk in the street
And other people are to kiss there feet
They say the most intriguing things just to get your attention
You know what's funny
Now that you have my attention
What are you going to do with it?
Say things that don't make sense
Say things you think I want to hear
Hmmm
Now that I'm listening
I'm thinking
I'm going to give you what you think you want.
Let's see how this works out
1 week later
Oh you don't want that.....
People try to sell themselves
To others
They say there best qualities
And what they do and have done
Sometimes even lie.
I'm maria eujenya perez
I'm at a stand still right now
Not in school nor work
I'm picky
I talk a lot
I love to be on the phone 24/7
My talent is over looked by my lack of hard work
I pick arguments (I'm working on that)
I have a bad temper
I don't like looking in the mirror
I get lazy fast
I drunk text
Just some of my flaws
Now my friend told me once
We don't pick our parents relatives
We don't pick our own friends you become friends due to the time and place etc (school not much of a choice)
You get to choose your mate
I choose you, you choose me
So why is that the hardest thing to keep together?
Why make it hard? And painful?
Same reason why people love roller coaster I guess.

I Confess


I must confess most of the things that I want I do not need
The person I want to be with wants to be with others
It bugs me at times that all my friends are in relationships and I'm not
I think to myself I'm glad I'm not in relationship when I see my friends argue with there boyfriends
I want loss 8 pounds
Most guys that I've dealt with still wants parts smh
Most guys want to rebuild... I'm not with it.
I sing and dance in the mirror I can teach some these performers how to really do it lol
I'm shy at time hehehehe
I like to look at men when they wear sweat pants lmfaooo
I do most of my writing out the blue
I love ryan leslie trey songz drake kid cudi :) :) :) :)
While I wrote I believe the guy next me got a sneak peak of my boobie nasty man!!!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

My Words To You, You, and You

THIS IS FOR EVERYONE THAT HAS SUPPORTED MY BLOG, MY WORDS, MY LIFE

THANK YOU!!!!
AT TIMES YOU CAN NOT UNDERSTAND THE THINGS THAT I SAY OR THE POINT THAT IM TRYING TO MAKE. I'M GUESSING THATS WHY THEY SAY ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. HONESTLY YOU GUYS HAVE MADE ME FEEL THAT MY WORDS ARE LOUDER. BY EXPRESSING MYSELF IT HAS ALOUD ME TO MOVE ON FROM MY PAST, YES THE PAST IS APART OF YOU, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS A CHOICE TO REMEMBER. MY CHOICE IS NOT TO HOLD ON TO DEAD WEIGHT NOR REMEMBER THE CHOICES PEOPLE MADE TO BREAK ME, BUT TO REMEMBER THE REASON WHY, THAT REASON WAS I HAD A CHOICE TO DEFEAT OR BE DEFEATED. I'M STILL STANDING.

BOWS AND ROCKETS SOMETIMES HEARTS
MARIA EUJENYA PEREZ



LMFAOOO IM A GEEK LUV YOU GUYS!!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Motivation

Sometimes I need motivation too.....
This is conversation between Karim Goose Spaulding and I.

ME: hey there,
I need a fav, I'm at a stand still and I need words of motivation. Can you help?

KARIM: YOU need motivation!?! CRAZY LADY...YOU ARE MOTIVATION!!!!
But, I'll play along.....motivation for???

ME: I believe in myself but I also believe I make things hard for me... arghhh you said enough lol I have to just do it. all this is lack of work that's all.

KARIM: We playing from the last lane my lady, so we are hard on ourselves...and honestly what's wrong with making things hard for yourself, think of it as challenging yourself or self motivation...when you grow up in struggle all you know is struggle and I don't know bout you but when I'm not struggling i feel....uncomfortable, like I'm living someone Else's life....being a creative is one of the most difficult things in this world but it's also the most fulfilling because we make it with only what God gave us....Your shit is dope and your a beautiful looking girl, that alone gives you an advantage, but to top that you are have a unique outlook on things the average person overlooks in their daily life...You are right about what you said "...I just have to do it" there it goes. I think after we were facebooking the other day I went thru all your pics and was like this girl is dope! I need her to do something with Colourful Money before she blow and I can't get to her.

ME: you said everything i am and i believe in. and that's dope i take my bow off for you. There is alot of people that don't understand who i am, and that's only because they don't know themselves. your awesome!!!!!

KARIM: you're 100000% correct those that begin to understand themselves are more adept at understanding others...as a matter of fact I'm going to write that down...FIRST ourselves then THE WORLD!!!


The face behind the words

No more will I be a Vitcim, how about you?


Hey Bloggers, Readers, and Watchers
I tend to blog about my life, my thoughts, where I go, who I meet.... I would like to take the time out and blog about something that's important to me. Domestic Violence and Child Molestation. These two subjects are no laughing matter, and if you are a vitcim of these acts speak up and speak out. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!!!!! I have been there..... and now I'm free.

The National Domestic Violence Hotline
http://www.ndvh.org/

Child Molestation Research and Prevention Institute
http://www.childmolestationprevention.org/

or Contact me at modeleujenya@gmail.com
we can work threw this and move on...

It's not your fault!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

I SEE YOU

my interpretation of you
the sight of you speaks my truth
the thought of you is just a thought
I am not the only one thinking
to miss is to not anymore
so... no more
will I miss you
I care cause I want to
I share cause I want to
I don't want you nor need
I am you
but I my reason for this
has no reason
what is reason with out thought
wats a thought with out thinking
my reason if you
and you to me is the unknown
when I looked into your eyes
I found you.......
and saw things that were new to you
we looked in the mirror at you
I saw you
you looked for you

I am

When you ask a person who are you?
What do you really want to know?
Are you really interested in knowing or do you just really just want to know.......
Without going so much in to depth.
Can you climb out...
Are you ready to be at a stand still of thoughts lost in the words of my thoughts, not just thoughts but reasons.
So, you asked me who am I?
I am what want you to believe I am.
I am what I am,
Am I human? am I really here?
Can you see me?
Can you really..
NO
I show you what I want you to see,
I control your sight and your mind .
Did I just really just say that??
YES
YES I did....
Now what?
Do you know who I am?
What do you think of me?
NO you dont.
And what you think is what i want you to think?
The real me you will or may not know...
Look in to my eyes and tell me what you see?
No really focus on me....
Now keep it to urself now you know who i am?
I'm your first and your last
I mind fucked you....
So I stay on my west side and I show my east side leave you alone with the south side while I rise beyond the north side.


Can you see me?

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

COLORFUL MONEY



COLOURFUL MONEY- is an experiment in thought, a conscious movement that we’d like to inject into the bloodstream of the world.
-Karim Goose Spaulding CEO of COLORFUL MONEY


What's the first thing you do when viewing a site?
I read... I love to see how people explain their product to the consumer. What you see above, was the reason for this blog. I do not blog about things I do not believe in nor support, and COLORFUL MONEY I believe in. COLORFUL MONEY is more than a brand, line its a lifestyle.
I'll keep it short and simple check out my favorite male and female shirt.


Honzo Piggy Bank (Black)


Piggy Plush

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